| Thursday, March 20, 2008 |
| Late night mutterings... |
It's 1:22 AM and I am wide awake. A few long beastlike yawns interrupted a conversation I had a few mins ago but not too much of that yawning going on right now. Guess the reason for this is because my mind has been awakened! I guess my environment is just too exciting for me to sleep... I wish...
For those of you that know me well know I am queen of random. I switch it up. And then I switch it back. And sometimes I never come back so I guess u will have to deal with me.
So I guess one thing that is on my mind now is coveting. What really qualifies as coveting? Cuz I have found myself doing that alot lately. So the other day, a friend of mine said "Why is it that the triflin girls live happily ever after while the nice girls like us spend most of our youth looking for that special someone" And that's a question that alot of us "nice girls" have been asking since the beginning of time. I actually can term that an "Age old question". Oh, and excuse the grammer if you don't use it ya lose it...
So to add on to what I was saying, I was watching bad girls club the other night and this ex pornstar/ho that cheats on her fiance and treats men like garbage was talking about how guys fall in love with her all the time and stuff like that. And the sad part is she is probably correct. (The fact that she loves to take it in the ass and prolly is
"head champion" might also have something to do with it...)
But forreal tho, alot of guys seem to dig the "bad girl". So is it correct to assume that "nice girls finish last"? Probably not, but man I want someone to prove me wrong dang nabbit!
So when I know that a girl has a boyfriend that treats her like gold and treats her like she is the best thing since slice bread, am I really coveting the relationship cuz I know she doesn't deserve the guy? Maybe I am. I guess it's just that I personally feel that I deserve to be treated like the queen that I am. And I am a very nice person, at least I try to be....And I'm cute... ;o) And I can't help but wonder why the bitches with nasty stank ass attitudes or cheatin asses get all the men...And then turn those good men into assholes so they will be right and ready to walk into my life...
There ARE good men out there. I definately have met a few in my life. So I haven't given up hope.
So, I'm biting my nail (or lack therof) and I'm wondering why doesn't human skin have a taste?
Is it because it serves no nutritional value? And is the flesh is the only thing that a tiger or shark would enjoy if it ate us? Cuz they have to eat thru the skin to get to flesh. Maybe they just rip it open like a present in wrapping
paper and then feel like a child at Chirstmas when they get to the juicy flesh...Maybe I need to stop watching this scary movie...And this first blog is totally contradictory to my blog title.
Oh well. gotta take the bitter with the sweet! :o) |
posted by Chocolatte @ 1:22 AM  |
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Name: Chocolatte
Home: Auburn, AL, United States
About Me: Unique is how many describe me. Inconsistancies rule my life. How I am depends on what day you catch me for the most part.However, one constant thing is that I attempt to keep God as the pilot in my flight of life. ;o)
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